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hiee babes!! :)

how are the both of u?? hmm

Aini hows u and Izal lately??

Era hows u and Hanis lately??

babes.. i need to talk to both of u.. as u guys know my  weakness in relationship problem....

u know abt me and romzi kan...

aku tk tahu mcm mane nk explain arhh...

die kan tgh ns... tp kadang dier leh kol aku.. tp kadang bile dier kol aku.. aku tgh busy.. like example... tgh mkn.. atao tgh layan mak dg kakak aku.. kadang aku tgh layan kwn aku.. then his voice will change and say.. "hmm ok la.. i tknk ganggu u....." something like tt la.. then aku mcm berat hati gitu nk letak telephone tu.. aku pon nk bbl dg dier... tp mase tk mengizin kan... then terpakse la letak.. pastu nnt aku ckp la kite msg.. then nnt deir reply lambat.. bbl sepatah2... tu part aku sedih arhh... then honestly aku susah nk phm dier nye style... very complicated sgt....

then kalo aku tanyer dier soalan.. die suke nah tanye why, asl, knp? he's very curious taw.. kk example ehh aku ckp... hows ur life.. he will ask asl? then dlm hati aku ckp: coz i wan to know more abt u.. but if i were to tell him this he will be more curious and ask y u want to know more abt me.. thenwat shud i ans? coz i like u... u know... then he seldom ask me question .. hmm.. everytime i share something he will be saying.. so? abeh? i think he is like joking la.. psl die ni sarcastic smcm.. haha =D

then one more thing... i always miss him... =l no i know how u feel aini... when ur love one are busy in camps... we will miss him alot... haiss...

then Romzi ni.. kadang show me some sign tt he do like me i guess.. psl.. tadi pagi die msg aku and he sae suddenly dier tk de mood.. then i ask la y sume.. then after a few mins he called me and he sound cheerful la.. then i ask him... da de mood alek.. then he sae dah.. then i ask .. aik home come lak.. and he saee sbb ader u .. u msg i sume.. then aku pon mcm.. Awww.. hahaha =D but at tt moment...

ohya.. btw aku rase romzi ni ade mood swing ahh.. haha mcm pompan ehh =P
and tt day kan aku sakit perot tau mlm2, waktu tu aku baru alek jumpe dier arhh.. tk tahu la knp tibe2 sakit perot lak.. aku blg dier.. die punye la caring... msg aku ok tk byk kali.. then aku tertido taw.. lupe nk rply msg die.. he actually waited for my msg like 1hr plus sey.. kesian sia! then the next morning.. he called me and ask me whether im ok then uro aku gy docter la.. hahaha kecoh oi.. :) but i like .. hahaha

i dunno la.. i really like him urh.. tp mcm berat rase nye nk continue.. i cnt move on like this coz its too complicated... aku tknk hubungan aku makin renggan.. aku tknk dier pikir aku ni da busy sampai tkde mase nk layan die lagi... padahal aku ader laa mengharapkan die dpt text aku and teman kan aku slalu.. aku tahu dier tkkn dpt teman kan aku slalu sbb busy ns... aku nk dier tahu yg aku sebenarnye suker kan dier... kalo boleh.. i want to be someone in his life who could make he happy.. i wan to accompany him whenever he is lonely... i want to bring a smile on his face if he is sad or angry... i wan to be on his side... but im afraid i couldn't... somehow i dont have the guard to tell him all this...i dunno y babe... i really dunno y... maybe i have this feeling tt.. its gonna bedifficult for me... but i love him.. aku syg dier.. haiss.. i dunno wat to do babe... should i tell him the truth.. will everything be ok after i tell him... wat if its getting more complicated than now?? u know im not tt direct type of person.... how to tell him... he's diff from the others.. manje giler seyy.. hehehe tp sweet st most of the time.. i really cant stop thinking abt him... really..the; feeling tt i had towards him is way diff frm syafiq... gad pls help me with this.. sis pls help me with this... ;(

( how i wish he could read all this)

love

shahira gyler