hey ladies...

Hi ! i keep updating tis blog.. sinces u two have not update yet.. i just wanna make tis blog alive as we do have before tis. by not typing boring story anymore... currently rite now three of us are facing different type of problem.. but shahira & me might be facing similiar problem.. haizzz... problem always problem. we cnnt run or get a way from it.. im to tired with those such problem im facing rite now ! wahduuu penatnya !! :) about me rite now im fine as pernormal..alhamdulillah.. im looking forward biler nitec course ni nk end .. coz i really wanna work during school holidays.. to let GO all my stress away & soo tired always wake up early to sch and also i wanna learn how to be independent when i start working later.. i really wanna save up some money inside my bank account.. coz skrg ni single cent pun tk ade dlm bank aku.. rabak eh aku.. spent spent tk ingat dunia.. hehe.. too excited la.. shopping all the way.. tpi tkpe.. itu dulu.. tpi skrg ni i starting to save up money again.  i will spent only wif those important things only.. beside tat i will save up instead.. kite ni smua umur dh semakin meningkat.. so we must think far far in life.. time to be looking forward in life aftr our studies.. insyallah .. tgk la mcm ane.. maybe aftr study @ poly i nk cari partner yg sesuai untuk my nxt future in life . i really hope i cn find one with the rite person.. tpi i tkt la babe. krg kn tahu i dh pernah buat ni smua. n i really wanna change.. i just scared if my future husband cnnt accpt me aftr he noe true colour of me.. aku selalu terbayang the moment of tat. confirm i just look down all the way.. n wont dare to talk to him.. haisss.. confirm he will tell my parent punya.. mane muka aku nk letak sey.. haiyoo, itu la aku selalu fikirkn before i went to sleep.. kdg i nangis sendiri . i dont noe why do such things jauh mcm tu skali.. tpi nk menyesal pun tkde gunanya....aku serah smuanya kdp tuhan. dier maha megatuhui.. k la itu cerita pasal aku.. cerita pasal idris pula.. rite now nthg much .. everytime nk jumpa dier aje dier busy.. tu la smpi biler aku nk kena tunggu kn dier smpi dier btl2 free.. itu i dont noe.. im not putting any high hope with him.. coz i noe.. he's not mean for me.. :"( cerita pasal hanis pula dier skrg pun dh jarang cntct aku semenjak dier tahu everytime klau dier kol aku mlm cnfrm mak aku marah.. so sometime he wont dare to kol me..jgn ckp jumpa.. skrg langsung i tk jumpa dier lagi.. as days go my love to him dh faith away. i just feel sad only. i also dunno wif i cn get to meet hains or idris lagy ataupun tidak.. i noe tat aini dont like if i mention abt hanis.. & shahira dont like if i mention abt fauzy and arifin.. i just cnnt say anythng much klau krg sendiri dh tk suka.. :"( k la.. u two just take good care k. pape update me.. klau ade problem update pat blog or just sms me k. tc.. lurp u two !!!(=

Regards,
Era Shamira ♥♥