hello babiees.... :D
sorry arhh sbb senyap.. busy arhh... nothing to citer also...
hmmm............
err... k.. i fail my class test recently... 2 modules... ENS ( engineering Science) i get 35/100 i think
and Chem i get 40/100... i took a re-test for my ENS.. insya;;ah i can get a better result.. just had my FFTP ( Fluid Flow piping system) and PIC (processinstrument and Control 1) class test.. haiz.. no hope larhh.. insyallah pass.. but i dun think so... Gosh.. i fal almost all of my theory.. im sux at theory.. but alhamdulilah.. my practical still ok la.. pass.. ader A dg ader B... hmmm.... studies.. dont talk to me abt studies larhh.. i know wheres my mistakes.. which is i nvr really put my focus on studying.. insyallah i'll study smart for my coming exams.. tts the biggest things i have to pass..
then... abt life....
me and wan da tkde pape.. kiter kwn jer mcm biase.. i told him the truth tt time.. which is abt feelings.. i told him tt i syg dier sbagai kwn.. then tahap kesygan i not tt high till love u as someone special or wat laa.. so yarhh... i think he accept the facts arhh.. even if he done theres nothing i can do.. the reason y i dun like him is ... honestly he's not my type.. dier manjer sgt.. then dunno larhh.. mcm tk mature jerr.. bkn aku nk ckp aku ni ature nah laa.. i just someone responsible and independent who know how to take care of himself and also me.. bring me to the rite path or something arhh....
Now.. contacting Muhammad Azri SHAH.. hahaha kwn aini... tt time lepak dg aini dg azri and haiqal... (kwn azri, which is equal to my fren jugak) then.. yarhh frm there i contact him.. take his num frm aini.. mcm gituu laa.. skrg ni pon aku contact dier sbagai kwn jer.. tknk put high hope lagi larh.. penat babe.. penat..
ERA~
yeah.. memang larhh single tuu better than having r/s... but my life is not complete.... it will just nvr complete i think... abt my post on fb... is a long story which i dont wish to talk abt it now... or whenever... tgk laa kalo kiter meet .. c lahh if i got mood to talk abt it.. dun worry k...
Aini~
just go with the flow k babe.. u are going on the rite track of life currently.. dont lost on track again... :) watch carefully where r are heading to... :)
ME?
u know babes.. im just too lost.. saad.. bored... emoo.. haha.. yeah.. i dun knw larhh wat am i aiming for in my life now.. everything is just a dream.. just wanna let u babess know.. this few days i will wish to be all alone with myself... sorry kalo aku senyap ataw aku emo2.... just wanna be alone to find a peace in my life.. to find where the FUCK am i going in my life.. aku mcm lost arhh.. mcm stitch lost.. haha ^ ^
tk tahu larhh babes.... im just wanna be alone.. aku hilang.. i dun know mane arah tujuan aku dlm kehidupan aku ni..
im sorry bebs.. i will be dissapearing myself for a moment..dun u worry i will be alright... just keep update at blogger k....
LAst Words.. FOR NOW..
Era: last long with Zul.. ohya... u already give a clue to him and u still wanna hide it.. -_________-" told u dont start any topic abt this.. but u just did.. then there's no way of turning back arhh.. u just tell him larh... nothing to hide anymore.. u make him worried and this may lead to losing of trust .. the longer u keep the more he will rember..wateva itis hv to be prepare for the worst...
Aini: chillax babe.. just enjoy ur life..... :) well done.. dun be sad anymore k
BABEs.. ILOVEYOUBOTHSOMUCH
GOodbye.. Take Care.. <3 <3 <3
Love
shahiragyler
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